"Skinny"

Today at lunch, i eat 2 orders of nachos, 1 order of fries, 2 cookies, and pickles. With a water.
Going home from school i have one spicy chicken sandwich and a large ski.
Supper i eat 2 pork sandwiches with chips. with ice tea.
Around 8ish i have an order of fries and a hugo ski.
that is about all the food i eat after 11 am.

Tonight my mother talks to me about my eating habits. she said i dont eat healthly enough. and then after saying i eat nothing but bad food, she says i dont even eat food at all. that i am a anorexic kid who only "pretends" to eat. wtf.
Every day i eat way more food than most of my friends at lunch. i always eat the most at supper with my family. and i dont throw up. why doesnt she believe me when i say i eat and when i say i eat healthly.

She has said to me that i will be "tested" if my eating habits dont change.
My current weight is 141. and i am 5'8. that is average weight for my age.
My mother has also said she will call the school to make sure that i am "eating right", and that i am "exactly eating". ohmaigawd....not in the mood for her saying this at all.

It is not my fault i am skinny.
i rather weigh more than i do.
my mother just thinks differently.
i dont like the way she is treating me.
and i want things to change.


comment please.
kthxbai<3.



ps-this has happened for a long time. it is getting worse every time she brings it up.

ohmaigawd

i wanted to blog.
idk why! i just feel like i havnt in like forever.
so things have been good. i get to see my friends like everyday and weekends are uber rad. i really like my english class. everyday we talk bout random things, that has nothing to do with english. i like it :]. i enjoy txting a lot.
i just redid my myspace. and it is er okay atm. i am really picky bout it tho. idk what to blog about.
my feet went to sleep.
hmmm.....
i will blog blog blog tomorrow! if i have time
kthxbai



PS!!!! ily<3

txt txt txt

Merry late late late Christmas! I miss Christmas a lot though. So this is me, trying to blog. Not too well. I have learned that I txt way to much. I have also learned that twitter doesn't like my phone, at all. But for Christmas i got a new phone and a pokemon shirt. Oh Mai Gawd i love it. lmao

Cheez-its are my new bff. i love them to death. i dont like grammer. so i will just type now.
RAWR



sorry i fail at blogging today XD