errr this is an okay blog.

Today. was depressing til after p.e
and i hate p.e.
spanish was okay. i just hate the teacher.
geography was fine.
geometry. we had a quiz. oh well.
pe was just. fun.

spring break starts tomorrow. yay!
okays. so tonight.
i am noticing bad things about me. again
this happened last year. and i made things go very bad.
see. i dont have a good view on my body. i hated it.
i was too skinny. or i was too fat. in my eyes.
everyone else didnt mine my body. but i thought they did.
last year in general was horrible.

i thought people were thinking all this mean stuff bout me. just cause i was the way i am.
this year. no one cares. probably cause i said fuck it. i like the way i am in english last year. my teacher just said. "OKAY class lets continue." that was my best day probably all year.

this year i am starting to feel the same way i did.
only just bout my body image.. i dont think i am fat, and i dont think i am skinny.
i think i am having a baby. all i do is eat.


so i decided not to do what i did last year. instead. i am going to start changing my food habits.

salad? heck yes.
i just need to eat healthier.

body image cause of what you look like too. not just skinny and fat.
i see me as pale. and weak.
i dont want to think that way.
so tanning and running are back in.

i just dont want to feel like i did last year.
i want to be happy. again..


job hunting. not good. but i am cutting my neighbors yard again
i get 30 bucks.
which! isnt bad. 30 a week?
a month i will have 120 dollars.
summer is 3 or 2 months.
so overall i will have about...120x3=360.
i think. LOL


that will last summer.
summer is near. so yah.


comments are welcome.


ps-if you ask me what i did last year. i will most likely tell you.

<3.